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I know I'll never really get inside of you
To make your eyes catch fire
The way they should
The way the blue could pull me in( . )

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What do we do now?
I hate to sound self entitled in assuming such, but if anyone was planning a baby shower for me, I feel that it would be inappropriate to have a celebration, all things considered. I truly do appreciate it, though, and hope you didn't put too much time into it.
I'm so proud of you for that editorial. It needed to be said.
I don't think I would like to go to dinner too much tonight.
Azkaban may not be the best place for a pregnant woman or an infant, but I'd really like for my father to see him when he's born. And I would like to visit him soon. If that's alright with you.
Don't you dare get yourself arrested or killed.Do you think you could possibly miss work today? I don't think I'd like to be alone, and while I would like to visit her, I don't think I could spend the entire day watching my mother cry.
I'm beginning to understand how the Avery's must feel. It's as if we're being targeted. Please, everyone, stay safe. I don't think I could stand it if something happened to anyone else.
Hello, I am Elise Nott. I was told I needed permission from one or either of you to visit my father, Gregorious Rosier. Are there any particular visiting hours or procedures I need to adhere to? I would like to visit him often until this ordeal is over, and would, of course, like this to go as smoothly as possible.
Theodore Evan Nott or Angelina Ismene Nott. I think those are my final choices. Well, I know the first is, but I keep flip flopping between Angelina Ismene and Ava Arabella. What do you think?
We should talk about godparents, as well. We only have 12 more weeks.
How are the two --well, four-- of you doing?
If you're available, Vivianne, I request your advice on a matter.
I've already said as much to Xander, but I just want to make sure all of you are alright. I know how close youarewere to Evan and losing him and Jeremy at the same time can't be easy. You all are like younger siblings to me, and losing Evan won't change that.
I hate to think of all the things people are saying about him, but I'm proud of him. I hope at least some one recognizes how brave he is for taking on fully trained Aurors. I'm proud. But this still seems so surreal. I can't wrap my head around the fact that he's gone. I feel as though I can just write to him and get an answer.
Tell me this is a mistake
I love you
I am so tired of being mocked, ridiculed, and criticized by them. They seem to spend all their time trying to take offense to every little thing that we do. Since when is a charity event toward a good cause a bad thing? I suppose everything that isn't centered around muggles is of the utmost evil to them, never mind the fact that they are beyond help and there are people, wizards, in horrible condition in Tinworth.
I'd like to invite everyone to dinner on Monday. Hopefully it isn't too last minute, but as I said before, I think it would be good to get together before Chris leaves to go back to school.
I know I don't have to remind you, but please stay safe. I love you.
I haven't spoken to Mum about it yet, but I think we should have a family dinner sometime soon, before Chris goes back to school. think we can all agree that family is more important than ever these days.What if one of us doesn't make it out of this alive?If it's easier, Tennyson and I can host.
First of all, I hope no one's family have been affected by this mess. If so, my thoughts are with you. Once the quarantine is over, I believe that some sort of fundraiser for Tinworth is in order. That is, if there has been property damage this time, but it could also serve to raise the spirits of those affected. Other options would be to raise funds for the mediwizard department at St Mungo's, or the DMLE (Merlin knows they've been stretched thin enough lately).
I would like to help all of these causes, but as those of you with children know how hard it is to muster up energy in my current state. I'd love to have help and feedback. Besides that, I know how much everyone wants to help.
With everything going all topsy turvy lately, I feel the need remind you all that I love you dearly, and to please stay safe.
I was so sorry, though not surprised, to see that Prewett boy treating both of you and your friends so rudely. He's an awful person, as is his new wife.
I've heard the most disturbing rumour (even worse than that of the giants I shared last month), but as it is but a rumour, it should be taken with a grain of salt. Perhaps I'm more worried, as I prepare to become a mother, but I find this particular rumour rather terrifying. I believe we've all noticed the failing of wards all around lately. The latest idea is that this is happening because wizards are slowly loosing their magic until we become no better than filthy muggles. As much as I don't wish to believe it, if one believes that mudbloods steal the magic of wizarding kind, it isn't that farfetched. Has anyone else heard this? It's awful, isn't it? I wish nothing more than for it not to be true.My biggest fear is that my poor child will be a squibIf it is true, there must be something that can be done.
I would like to discuss something with you, if you have the time.
The three of us should meet for tea or lunch soon, yes? Perhaps we could look at some of the baby shops on Diagon Alley afterwards.
Would you care to go shopping with me soon? Perhaps this weekend. It's becoming increasingly hard for me to fit into some of my tighter clothes and I would like to get a few maternity pieces before I get absolutely huge. It wouldn't hurt to look at baby clothes this early, either, would it?I'm so excitedI'll likely invite Kitty to come, once I tell her.
Dear, would you be able to have lunch or tea with me sometime this week? We have catching up to do
I've heard the most disgusting and disturbing rumour. A man at St Mungo's who claimed to be a expert on such beasts (though one can never really be too sure) says that the reason those giants keep attacking is that they're dying off and looking to breed with humans. Isn't that just awful! I felt sick to my stomach when he told. That certainly makes the whole situation more horrible. People mating with mudbloods is bad enough. Imagine halfbreeds. The thought makes me sick, but I certainly wouldn't put it past blood traitors and mudbloods. Muggles are nearly as barbaric as giants are.
Merlin, how I hate mood swings. Almost every birthday letter caused me to shed tears. But, I at least have only one more month until the second trimester,which I didn't make it to last time, which I've been told is the best out of the three. Hopefully the nausea will let up by then, as I don't think I've ever vomited this much in my life. Despite the fact that I'm sure I've been throwing up almost everything I eat, my waist is already expanding. I'll be quite happy when I look pregnant, rather than just fat.
I'm sure everyone has heard about the curfew already. Well, today I heard rumours that in addition to curfew, everyone will be issued the ID cards that Ministry workers received. From what I heard, we'll be required to have them on us at all times. Restaurants won't serve you without them, nor will Gringotts. Some even say that they can search your home if you don't have them. But, again, these are all rumours, so take them with a grain of salt.
I can see what the Ministry is trying to do with the curfew, but if the Prewetts were killing in their own home, how much good will that really do? And I really can't see what good the ID card will be, except for identifying the dead. Am I missing something here?
I've felt quite ill all day, and exhausted, to boot. I feel a bit bad about calling off my volunteer shift at St Mungo's, but the thought of all the smells of a hospital was enough to make me gag. I did have time to go to Diagon Alley, though, and get a few baby books.I wish I hadn't thrown out the ones from beforeI'm both bored and relieved with the fact that there isn't much I don't already know. If there's one thing nursing training prepared me for, it was pregnancy. I think I'll be limiting my shopping trips to when it's absolutely necessary, though. I've felt awful since I apparated back home.
I must remember to take a walk tomorrow. I'm terrified that I'll gain too much weight and never shed it.
I can't wait until I feelhimithim kicking and moving. That might make this feel more real. As of now, I feel as though I'm simply sick. I need to remind myself that this all be worth it in the end. I mean, I know it will be. I just need something tangible to look forward to.